The gentle art of making enemies.

For a long time I was one of those people who think that I need to please every single person I meet. Luckily, within years I've gradually gotten rid of this thing and it has given me so much more energy. However, I noticed that after working in a bar for a while, I've picked a rather rude character. I've noticed that when ever I am talking with someone that I'm not really interested of, I might say even in the middle of their sentence "Excuse me, I need to get back to my friends" and just leave. At work I do this constantly, because I can/have to just go serve another customer. The worst thing is that I don't actually even feel bad for doing this, though I do understand that it's extremely rude. Maybe I should just stop smiling at people so they won't start talking to me and I don't have to be rude to them.

I also realised today that coffee is not really good for me. I had a cup of mocha to stay awake at the  computer lab, and couple of hours later my blood sugar started to freak out again in the same way as if I had not eaten at all during the day. It was horrible to try to walk home while feeling hypoglycemic, the street didn't feel wide enough at some points. I had taken such a good care of my blood sugar for long, and then that one cup ruins it! I guess that I'll just stay with tea then.

And last, so you won't think that I'm a horrible, whining person, things that have made me happy recently:


1) I found one of my favourite books from a charity shop as a hard cover copy and I had to buy it, even though I already have a copy at home in Finland :D And I'm so happy that I now have it as hard cover! The book in question is of course Good Omens by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett. Lovelovelovelovelove. If someone hasn't read it yet, immediately go find a copy and enjoy!

Picture is from here.

2) Pancakes yesterday!

3) Piece of Stilton cheese, that was SUPPOSED to be used for cooking, ended up in my mouth before being cooked. If I had had a glass of wine while eating it with hands, I would have probably cried of pure enjoyment.

weheartit. It would take about 3 minutes for me to make that piece disappear.

4) Contact from Albuquerque. Also, just send me that letter, Hector.